I saw Lee's Birth Chart Calculator this evening and found it very interesting. I decided to highlight the parts that I felt describe me the best (and worst). Looks like some of these are pretty right on. Take a looksie if you want to here
It is 3:49AM. Why am I not sleeping?
Almost every night this happens.
I need to get my sleeping schedule under control.
I have to be up and at'em at 7:30.
Hope I at least get a cat nap before then!
Expect random postings tonight until I finally tire out...
UPDATE:
Decided to experiement with OnSugar instead.
Experimented with Publish On: feature and changed my theme (again).
The holiday season is here and Christmas is just a few weeks away. Just wondering what excites you all the most this holiday season?
As for me, I am most excited to spend this holiday with all my family and friends. And actually be able to enjoy the little things that are usually more rushed for me. As most of you know, I am temporarily unemployed. I was very diligent in finding another job at first. But when the economy took a serious plunge, everything in my area took a stand still. Then before I knew it, Thanksgiving was here and now Christmas.
During Thanksgiving, I gave thanks to my family that I so often push away or to the side, thanks to God for helping me see who my true friends are and realizing who I am and who I want to be, and to my friends who manage to love me regardless of how weird and random I can be. I also resolved to get my act together January 1st 2009. To put my A game hat on and get out into the world again.
While unemployed, I sort of became more of a hermit than I already am. I am a homebody and am perfectly comfortable being alone. Sure I like to go out and be with friends and have a semi-social lifestyle but for the most part I like to be in the comforts of my own home and free to do my own things no matter how boring or dull it can be. But since I have no real income at the moment, I was forced to become even more of a recluse. Hell, when gas was five dollars a gallon, I was hulled up in my house for days at time simply because moving my truck from the yard was costing me money.
Anywho, looks like I got a little carried away there. But the moral of the story is that I am excited about sharing this Christmas with all my loved ones and reflecting on all the good and bad on this year. More on the good and flushing away the bad. Like I said, New Year's Day is gonna be a new day for Jenn. I am ready to get a respectable and enjoyable job and make my way through the world again. I took a hit but I am back up and ready to ride. lol
So you tell me... what excites you most during this holiday season?
P.S. I am also a little excited about the gifts I am giving this year. I think I did pretty damn good in selecting the perfect gift for each person on my list on a very, very limited budget! ;) And no, I didn't go all Oprah style :P
Ok well almost! lol
This a.m. I was getting ready to go for quick shopping run with my bff, Jessie. I had just hopped out the shower and heard a knock on the door. I was expecting Jessie and still hadn't quite woke up so I assumed that the knocking was Jess. So I trot to the back door clad in only my towel, unlock the door and as I am just about to the turn the knob to open the door I hear a manly cough. I immediately spazzed, locked the door back quickly and just stood behind my closed, lock door wondering how I should go about this and who this person was on the other side of my door. At this point I don't think he (she/whoever as I'm still not aware its the UPS man) knows I am just behind the door but I'm also thinking that he must have heard my run to the door and the lock turn. Maybe? Maybe not? IDK!
So I stand there behind the door still wrapped only in my towel. Not breathing. Waiting for the person behind the door to make a move. Both my cats waiting at my feet anxiously. And finally, it happens. My other doors closes shut. I hear footsteps off my porch. I do an almost back bend to sneak a peek out the side window and just barely catch a glimpse of a big brown truck. I finally breathe again but only for a second as I realize that this was the UPS guy I almost just flashed and he is now about to drive away with a package I have been waiting for. And then panic sets in again, this time not in fear of a strange manly sound from the other side of my door but that I will have to go through Hell and back to get the package back again.
I contemplated running out on the porch in my towel and waving the guy down. No. I couldn't do that. That was why I was in this situation to begin with. Then I thought I would just wait for delivery again tomorrow. That was kind of sucky but it was just what I would have to do. But God interviened!
As I stand in the window watching the big brown truck drive away, it stops, backs up and out pops Mr. UPS with my package in tow. I watch him walk back up my drive way and up to my steps. He tosses the package just inside the railing posts of the porch and walks away. YES!! Thank you God! I don't have to wait! I don't have to track! I don't have to worry!
Still not dressed and wrapped only in the towel I started with ten minutes before, I wait for the truck to completely drive away and I step out on to the porch, wildly looking all around my back yard, snag up the package and run back in the house to finish my primping. Excited because of my package. Laughing because of all the drama behind closed doors. Stoked to go for a little shop time with my girl.
So yea the UPS guy almost got himself a little show this morning. Thank goodness he coughed and I was alert enough to stop my self from yanking the door wide open to a complete stranger while practically naked. I guess that is what I get for prancing around my house half naked all the time. hehe
